too broken to move on

13.) what is the biggest realization about self harm you've had?
* leben heißt leiden.

14.) is there anyone you consider to be an inspiration in your recovery?
* nein.

15.) do you visit any websites about self harm? if so, what are they?
* http://verstecktescham.de/community
   und halt den üblichen tumblr- bzw weheartit-mist.